I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.
What hurts the most
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY STELLA!
You're finally legal for almost everything! Anyway we've known each other for almost 10 long years already. Oh gawd, it's been a long way. Had many ups and downs together, gone on many service/overseas trips with each other and I remember we must always go together whenever we travel. And how we always remind each other that we got the model pupils award in P3. How we want to go to the same school after secondary school and join the same CCA ( though it did not come through but everything happens for a reason, I believe ) How we always have many misunderstandings in the past but yet all these made us stronger as friends and even as the best of friends. You were the one who has always been there for me, whether in good or bad times. I know there'll be more to come and you'll always have a special place in my heart. And you can always count on me like how I know I can always count on you. ONE YEAR OLDER SO MUST BE MORE SENSIBLE KAY! ( i sound damn old i know hahaha ) LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP <3
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I'm so drained. With plenty of meetings and events coming up and of course, other stuffs. By the way, I don't think I'm gonna blog here anymore but still, my blog will be opened for the sake of the links hahaha. Oh maybe I'll post some random stuffs here once in a while. :D
HERE!
I'M GONNA SEE DARRLINGGS LATER AT NIGHT YAY!
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